-tried to be on time for church today- failed.
tangent: It's been my goal since we moved here... I have yet to meet the goal. Church starts at 8am and they start 5 minutes early. Abby typically doesn't wake up till 8:30am which makes getting her ready hard. I always have dinner made the night before. Abby's clothes out and her hair done the night before. My stuff is together and ready to go and my clothes are out. and still... we can't get out of the house by 8. ... some day.
- Got a second calling to be a part of the enrichment committee. I missed them calling my name to sustain me. :( I was set apart this afternoon though.
-Substituted for the youngest group in Nursery today (fortunately with 2 other ladies... so i wasn't alone) They're a hard group some times-- a lot of crying toddlers.
-Left Nursery for 15 minutes so that I could run into RS to do a VT moment. I don't think it went well. As I had nothing to say when I walked up there, but I chose to wing it. Hopefully I got my point across... hopefully. I didn't feel like I did, but oh well.
Side note:
- I hate talking in front of people.
- I hate talking in front of large groups of ppl I don't know.
- I hate talking in front of people in large groups of ppl I don't know in Church.
- I'm a bawl er. I try not to cry and typically I don't shed tears but still.. it's horrible.
- I have Enoch syndrome, only he was slow to speak. I just have an embarrassingly shaky voice-- which even once my nerves are gone, my voice is STILL shaky
But like it says in Moses:
31 And when Enoch had heard these words, he bowed himself to the earth, before the Lord, and spake before the Lord, saying: Why is it that I have found favor in thy sight, and am but a lad, and all the people hate me; for I am slow of speech; wherefore am I thy servant?
32 And the Lord said unto Enoch: Go forth and do as I have commanded thee, and no man shall pierce thee. Open thy mouth, and it shall be filled, and I will give thee utterance, for all flesh is in my hands, and I will do as seemeth me good.
- Was set apart today after church.
-Then had a Enrichment meeting today...
And now I need to get the house ready because we're having a few families from the ward over tomorrow to have
FHE.
We're also doing ward Temple Day this week. Which means it's going to be a hectic week for us being the family history consultants. People wanting names, trying to get names, getting them ready for endowments... Handing names out etc. etc. Plus we don't have a baby sitter. :(
But I think this is great!! I'm being
acknowledged, I get extra blessings. I'm meeting more people in the ward, I'm being spiritually uplifted and I'm getting out of my comfort zone by talking in front of people. And I feel like I'm finally able to serve the Lord in the capacity I know I'm meant to do. love it love it love it.